Post #1 · Posted at 2011-12-16 09:41:09am 13.5 years ago
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I know that it is sudden but I will be going on hiatus after tonight or in the next few days. I have pretty much reach rock bottom in things going on with me. I feel that I've done nothing but disappointed the people around me and myself.
Long story short, I have reached a point in my life where I don't know where I am going or what I am doing. I don't know my goals and I don't know where to start. I have pretty much lost my drive to keep going and I think I need to go on a personal journey with myself and find out who and what I really am and what I am capable of doing. However to do this, I fell that I will need to avoid all distractions, That means leaving this site for awhile. I can't tell you if I will be gone for a few days, a week, a month, or even ever. I think I have ran into a road block in my troubles and I believe that some time off from this site would be better in the long run and put me back on the right track. This place has been like a 2nd home to me and I hate to leave it, however I think it will be best for me and my family and friends.
As for the War Games, I will have to give that over to someone who can take it over.
Thank you for everything and I hope to return as soon as possible. Peace and stay classy ZIv.
Long story short, I have reached a point in my life where I don't know where I am going or what I am doing. I don't know my goals and I don't know where to start. I have pretty much lost my drive to keep going and I think I need to go on a personal journey with myself and find out who and what I really am and what I am capable of doing. However to do this, I fell that I will need to avoid all distractions, That means leaving this site for awhile. I can't tell you if I will be gone for a few days, a week, a month, or even ever. I think I have ran into a road block in my troubles and I believe that some time off from this site would be better in the long run and put me back on the right track. This place has been like a 2nd home to me and I hate to leave it, however I think it will be best for me and my family and friends.
As for the War Games, I will have to give that over to someone who can take it over.
Thank you for everything and I hope to return as soon as possible. Peace and stay classy ZIv.
Post #2 · Posted at 2011-12-16 09:44:15am 13.5 years ago
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Post #3 · Posted at 2011-12-16 09:45:06am 13.5 years ago
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This makes me really sad, but I understand your situation. I'd be willing to take the War Games, but I'm not sure if I could handle it. Hope to see you again someday.
Post #4 · Posted at 2011-12-16 09:46:19am 13.5 years ago
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Well miss you...
Post #5 · Posted at 2011-12-16 09:51:10am 13.5 years ago
Take care Pandy, I hope you find what you need to get back on the right track and return to us 
"You have my sword, and my bow, and my axe!
"You have my sword, and my bow, and my axe!
Post #6 · Posted at 2011-12-16 09:56:36am 13.5 years ago
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I hope this hiatus serves you well. Good luck, man, and I do expect to see you around again someday 
Post #7 · Posted at 2011-12-16 09:59:47am 13.5 years ago
I have had this phase before, just went near the pond and walked alot. Then I realized what I was doing wrong that made my life so screwed up. Hope that time you take off serves more than it did to me. Also that was the time I started to kick ass at video games.
Post #8 · Posted at 2011-12-16 10:00:35am 13.5 years ago
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I wish you the best of luck with your personal journey, Pandy.
Post #9 · Posted at 2011-12-16 10:04:24am 13.5 years ago
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Hope you feel better and find what you need to help you. Do whatever it takes to move forward and keep on going forward. Good luck.
Post #10 · Posted at 2011-12-16 10:05:58am 13.5 years ago
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I hope everything goes well for you, Pandy Good luck!
Good luck!
Post #11 · Posted at 2011-12-16 10:25:25am 13.5 years ago
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Good luck!!!! GANBATE KUDASAI~
Post #12 · Posted at 2011-12-16 10:32:48am 13.5 years ago
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No luck about it, you're going to pull through. Feel better, and we'll see you when you come back
Post #13 · Posted at 2011-12-16 10:57:28am 13.5 years ago
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^this^
BTW I nominate TaroNuke as new War Games leader.
BTW I nominate TaroNuke as new War Games leader.
Post #14 · Posted at 2011-12-16 10:58:23am 13.5 years ago
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I changed my mind about being the new War Games leader, I don't really want to do it.
Post #15 · Posted at 2011-12-16 11:18:14am 13.5 years ago
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Best of luck Pandy-man.
It's funny, i usually feel like this 24/7 recently just because i already have my Associates and now i have a college credential along with it, so i really have no idea what in the hell i am going to with my life. Video gaming and designing them sounds neat but reading through some stories makes me feel like i am either going to be walking into a mindless death trap or it could be that some people had really bad experiences in this field, which is also funny because i really don't think anyone can reach that point of satisfaction over the work that they do unless they go through hell and back before they can achieve that point, and i have found out there are some people in the world that don't even get to that point and live their lives on minimum wage and stuff, but they seem to not really care much about it or they just really don't know where to go from there. I honestly think though that wherever life decides to take me i will just go along with it, nowhere bad but not to a place that i "dream" about either, i can't put my expectations too high neither can i not stop thinking about that certain goal or i just won't go anywhere in life.
tl;dr i am a lazy bum who likes video games but has no idea what to do with his life so i'll just be in cruise control for cool.
It's funny, i usually feel like this 24/7 recently just because i already have my Associates and now i have a college credential along with it, so i really have no idea what in the hell i am going to with my life. Video gaming and designing them sounds neat but reading through some stories makes me feel like i am either going to be walking into a mindless death trap or it could be that some people had really bad experiences in this field, which is also funny because i really don't think anyone can reach that point of satisfaction over the work that they do unless they go through hell and back before they can achieve that point, and i have found out there are some people in the world that don't even get to that point and live their lives on minimum wage and stuff, but they seem to not really care much about it or they just really don't know where to go from there. I honestly think though that wherever life decides to take me i will just go along with it, nowhere bad but not to a place that i "dream" about either, i can't put my expectations too high neither can i not stop thinking about that certain goal or i just won't go anywhere in life.
tl;dr i am a lazy bum who likes video games but has no idea what to do with his life so i'll just be in cruise control for cool.
Post #16 · Posted at 2011-12-16 11:23:22am 13.5 years ago
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ok. But, why make an entire thread to announce it.
Post #17 · Posted at 2011-12-16 11:36:54am 13.5 years ago
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Best of luck Pandy-man.
It's funny, i usually feel like this 24/7 recently just because i already have my Associates and now i have a college credential along with it, so i really have no idea what in the hell i am going to with my life. Video gaming and designing them sounds neat but reading through some stories makes me feel like i am either going to be walking into a mindless death trap or it could be that some people had really bad experiences in this field, which is also funny because i really don't think anyone can reach that point of satisfaction over the work that they do unless they go through hell and back before they can achieve that point, and i have found out there are some people in the world that don't even get to that point and live their lives on minimum wage and stuff, but they seem to not really care much about it or they just really don't know where to go from there. I honestly think though that wherever life decides to take me i will just go along with it, nowhere bad but not to a place that i "dream" about either, i can't put my expectations too high neither can i not stop thinking about that certain goal or i just won't go anywhere in life.
tl;dr i am a lazy bum who likes video games but has no idea what to do with his life so i'll just be in cruise control for cool.
It's funny, i usually feel like this 24/7 recently just because i already have my Associates and now i have a college credential along with it, so i really have no idea what in the hell i am going to with my life. Video gaming and designing them sounds neat but reading through some stories makes me feel like i am either going to be walking into a mindless death trap or it could be that some people had really bad experiences in this field, which is also funny because i really don't think anyone can reach that point of satisfaction over the work that they do unless they go through hell and back before they can achieve that point, and i have found out there are some people in the world that don't even get to that point and live their lives on minimum wage and stuff, but they seem to not really care much about it or they just really don't know where to go from there. I honestly think though that wherever life decides to take me i will just go along with it, nowhere bad but not to a place that i "dream" about either, i can't put my expectations too high neither can i not stop thinking about that certain goal or i just won't go anywhere in life.
tl;dr i am a lazy bum who likes video games but has no idea what to do with his life so i'll just be in cruise control for cool.
Designing anything at all is a challenge no matter what (take it from a professional designer) but I'm sure you have the potential to do it, Max. I felt like Pandy did after the first week or so after graduating from college but I know what I want and intend to meet my goals no matter what happens and like him, Zenius is also like a 2nd home to me and I always find some sort of solace when I'm here no matter how good or bad things are around the site or with the people here.
Post #18 · Posted at 2011-12-16 12:12:35pm 13.5 years ago
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@Dan: I ALWAYS find solace on this site, reading the Locked threads |3
@hyper sex: I do wonder, but it isn't so bad as someone who wanted attention due to bad ratings or poor behavior on the site, besides at least some of us won't be like "whatever happened to Pandemonium? Where'd he run off to?" which makes me sad that some members here don't remember other members from year's past.
I don't wanna grow up, i wanna be a Toys R Us kid ;_;
@hyper sex: I do wonder, but it isn't so bad as someone who wanted attention due to bad ratings or poor behavior on the site, besides at least some of us won't be like "whatever happened to Pandemonium? Where'd he run off to?" which makes me sad that some members here don't remember other members from year's past.
I don't wanna grow up, i wanna be a Toys R Us kid ;_;
Post #19 · Posted at 2011-12-16 12:54:37pm 13.5 years ago
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ok. But, why make an entire thread to announce it.
Post #20 · Posted at 2011-12-17 01:01:10am 13.5 years ago
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ok. But, why make an entire thread to announce it.
Great. Now I feel silly. I think I know what to do now and I need to be more focused on my goals. I don't think I'm going to go on hiatus. Now I feel like crap because now it looks like I made this thread just for attention. I'm very apologetic about this.
request to lock.