Let It Out

it's another "bmhedgehog being a dumbass" episode

as usual

bmhedgehog is yet another frequent internet dweller who isn’t capable of doing anything but being another obnoxious, unnecessary creature with near nonexistent common sense and decency.

In happier climes: not this weekend but perhaps the next one, I plan to be setting up some foundations for a Game Night in Jackbox. Basically a two-and-a-bit-hour stream of playing a bunch of games in Jackbox and having a general laugh. More details coming this week.

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Excuse me? You're pinning the blame on me because I posted a humorous string of images I found on Facebook? All you had to do was keep your mouth shut about your beliefs on homosexuality. And for the love of god, don't try to preach to us about this whole "truth" garbage, it just further enhances how much of an ignorant bigoted idiot you really are.

I usually say this ironically, but this will be one of the few times I say this unironically and mean it:

You are an absolute piece of shit.

I'd rather you not have a hiatus, but rather a permanent leave of absence. You're clearly not liked and or welcomed here. Get out.

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Oh God this all reminds me of the "Please keep your politics out of my dance games" shitstorm from DDR Players a few weeks ago.

I love this website.

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good

it took far too long for him to be banned

*Takes Deep Breath*

I lost my Father on Aug. 12, He had a weak heart...So far I've been taking care of all the arrangements and keeping my mom company while I do my errands. We all knew he wasn't well but it all was too quick. This really sucks ya know? At least I got to see him and say my goodbye to him. I really miss him...//

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Damn, dude. Condolences go out to you and your family. Hope you feel better soon, you've always been a great member of the community.

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My God, I'm sorry for your loss, Lord Toon. Your father may have had a weak heart physically, but one that must have been strong enough to battle and love for as long as he had. I wish him peace and happiness for eternity in heaven.

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Shit man, sorry for your loss. May he rest in heaven.

Other sad news...

https://comicbook.com/anime/2018/08/17/pokemon-professor-oak-actor-dies-unsho-ishizuka/

Unsho Ishizuka, the voice actor of Professor Oak from Pokemon has passed away.

Juan, you have my most sincere condolences. I'm very sorry for your loss.

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Sorry for your loss, Lord Toon...

Just stay strong, your father would want it. We're here for you, okay?

Ouch. Sorry for your loss.

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My condolences are with you, Lord Toon.

I'm so sorry for your loss, man. :/

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My condolences, Toon. I lost my dad this past April. Angina, diabetes, renal failure, bilateral pneumonia made his last 6 months a living nightmare but we got to spend time with him before his body gave up entirely. I wasn't very lucky though I said my good byes when they brought him in already dead plus I had to bury him myself and now take care of all of his end of life tasks.

It's going to be a real tough time for a while but you'll be ok. You're a strong guy.

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I'm so sorry about your loss, Toon

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Thank you all for those kind words and encouragements, Today is the special gathering with all my family members to remember my father...*sigh* This is not going to be easy...This is going to be a long day on my part.//

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I'm so sorry for your loss. I can totally understand where you are coming from as I have also lost my father. It comes with many sleepless nights as you stay up in the hospital hoping he gets better, but also sometimes hoping that the misery may end if he is in a lot of pain. And then you still have sleepless nights as you have to arrange for the wake and the funeral. But I don't hate or regret all of those nights, as those are the final acts of kindness I can do for him and I want him to feel that somehow, we love him and we will miss him.

Once again, I offer my condolences to you and to silverdragon754 if I haven't said so already.

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I'm coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine.

Thank you Alan for allowing me to come back to the site. I've made some attempts off-site to attempt to talk to you and sort things out but either you didn't see them or you didn't want to deal with me and considering how things went in our last encounter, I don't blame you at all.

I just want to take this time to make a proper apology to everyone on the site. I messed up. The night I was banned, I was needlessly antagonistic and I was being a little shit and while overall it might not have been that big of a deal compared to what some people managed to do and get away with, it was still the final knife in the back and I understand the actions afterward. I was rude and mean and it was not called for. Not a single bit of it was called for.

I thought about this place pretty much daily since I was gone. As silly as that might sound, this place has been a big part of my life for over a decade now and to have left on such a dud note with a sour taste in so many peoples' mouths just never felt right. I've wanted to apologize for my antagonistic behavior for so long but I never knew how to do it or come across doing it. And even typing this up, I don't think I'm doing enough justice.

My only reasoning for my actions at the time was major stress. I had just started a new warehouse job and I was forced to move out of the place I was in the following week. On top of that, I was still jaded from being fired from my last job and then having that painful ass surgery. None of it excuses my negative behavior, but hopefully it sets in place an understanding of where I was coming from. Never should've taken it out on anybody, let alone myself.

I want to thank everyone in the Warnings & Bans thread for coming together to get myself and Nezemarth unbanned. You've shown that the power of a community can make a change.

I love you. I'm sorry. Thank you for letting me make it better. Keep on liftin'.

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