Letter of apology and asking for a chance

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Post #1 · Posted at 2022-04-30 11:16:48am 2.2 years ago

Offline Destrier75
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I want to tell everyone why I'm dangerous. I have learned this lesson. But everyone hates me. How bad is my mind? I want to apologize to everyone but everyone hates me. If everyone doesn't apologize to me I will think of killing myself too. Please give me a chance to participate in the competition. If you refuse, Stepmina will stop building and kill herself immediately. but if not punished My mind is worse than before I had no idea how bad the ban was on my mind. I will no longer create a separate account. Are you all sorry?I haven't built Stepmania for a month now.

Post #2 · Posted at 2022-04-30 12:27:06pm 2.2 years ago

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Please seek some help.
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (http://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/) is a 24-hour, toll-free, confidential suicide prevention hotline available to anyone in suicidal crisis or emotional distress.[44][45] It provides Spanish-speaking counselors, as well as options for deaf and hard of hearing individuals. It is only available in the United States.[46] A 24-hour Online Chat in partnership with Contact USA[47] is also available.
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline can be reached at 1-800-273-8255. In July 2022, 988 will become the national three-digit dialing code for the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline alongside the current phone number of 1-800-273-TALK (8255).[48]
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Honestly can't tell if you're serious or not, if so then please reach out to one of those contacts I left here.

Post #3 · Posted at 2022-04-30 01:20:47pm 2.2 years ago

Offline Pandemonium X
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As the person who started said contests, they are not that important. Honestly I don't think you need to be in simfile competitions if this is how you're feeling as of late, I hope you get the help you need.

Post #4 · Posted at 2022-04-30 01:42:11pm 2.2 years ago

Offline Quickman
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"five minute white boy challenge"
At this point you getting banned is straight up benefitial for everybody including yourself.
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Post #5 · Posted at 2022-04-30 01:59:40pm 2.2 years ago

Offline NewbStepper
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"Crybabies unite~ ♡"
Listen here, my guy.

Suicide is a serious issue, and if you actually mean what you wrote, you are absolutely not in a state of mind to participate in contests of any kind. You need professional help, and I, as well as everyone else reading this thread, encourage you to seek it. There is so much more to live for than to make simfiles and win votes on them. If that is truly all your life is worth, you seriously need to reexamine your life, because there is a whole world out there for you to see. There will also be a day when StepMania simfiles will also become a thing of the past, whether you and I like it or not.

Furthermore, people have commented time and again on how your files can improve, yet instead of acting on them and taking the time to learn and make better files, you decided to cheat the system by making multiple accounts to vote for yourself. In doing so, you not only violated the rules of this site, but also betrayed the trust of everyone else involved. That is, unfortunately, not an easy thing to get back. We can only trust you again if we see a consistent improvement in your behaviour.

I'll tell you a few things you really should do before you write something like this again.
- Seek some counseling and therapy as soon as you can. You have to work out why it is that you feel suicidal, and why you place so much of your worth over something so trivial as a simfile contest.
- Take a hard look at simfiles that do well in these contests, and learn how and why they do so well.
- Take time to actually practice making good steps. Believe it or not, I've seen some of your stuff and I think with a few tweaks and a bit of understanding of movement, your files will greatly improve.
- Look for things to live for in the meantime. What do you do for a living, and how can you make your life more fruitful?
- Develop a better mindset. If you're going to commit to a contest of ANY kind, you have to acknowledge that winning is not the most important thing, and that you're there to have fun and socialize.
- Get out and do some physical activity that you enjoy. This is good not only for your physical health, but also your stress and mood.

I really hope that you read through all of this, and I really hope that your post wasn't simply a pry for attention.
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