Let It Out

At least you know he is not suffering anymore. May the doors of heaven open to your grandpa in eternal peace and bliss.

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2 more days until 2012! I'M SO EXCITED! Anyone have any new year resolutions?

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I can't wait for 2011 to be over. It was officially the worst year of my life. Way too many bad events occurred during this time. I really hope 2012 is a new starting point. I can smell the happiness up ahead. Then again, that could just be the delicious soft-baked chocolate chip cookie I'm eating.

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Aw man AnonyWolf. I'm sorry this year didn't go well with you...at all. Well I hope 2012 works out for you! I'm expecting great things too. Btw, if you don't mind me asking but, what happened this year? If it's too personal then you don't have to tell me.

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My resolutions?
-100 AAAs
-Straight As on my Report Card
-Being less lazy
-Getting Active more
-Lose 20 pounds

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Yea I hear ya. I don't hate 2011 entirely but there was too much bad that outweighed the good. Friends of mine being difficult, one turning into an asshole, another not allowing me to be upset about anything, going from job to job and so much more.

STARLIGHT is probably the ONLY thing that seemed like the only good thing that happened. I'm just ready to beat 2011 to a bloody pulp once it's officially over. Ugh...

EDIT: Sorry forgot. Viper, Howie, and silent came down to ZIvCon. Highlight of my life.

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100 AAAs huh? That's a good one. So far I made 31 (unless you're talking about PFCs).
My resolutions?

I suppose:
1. At least FC a level 15 or higher song.
2. Make it to my high school golf team.
3. Lose some weight (not too much, at least like 15 pounds).
That's all I can think of at the moment.

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Oh boy. Let's see:

January: Moved into a shit apartment with noisy neighbors.
February: Lost almost all of my personal belongings.
March: Got stabbed in the left shoulder.
April: Broke up (and got back) with the love of my life.
May: Received heavy criticism for my first AnonyWolf album "Alone Road"
June: Got my apartment broken into, resulting in being shot in the chest.
July: My father passed away the day after Independence Day.
August: Continually received flak for my third album "Ambient Noise".
September: Received HEAVY criticism for my opinion on religion, politics, and music.
October: Lost all of the information on my computer, including my personal data and 5+ AnonyWolf albums.
November: Became mortal enemies with a bitch who won't be named.
December: Got kicked out of a band that I created, only to be replaced by a screamo kid.

And those are just the major events I can think of. Be glad I didn't mention the suicide attempt in October AND November.

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My god...you went through hell. God I feel so terrible. AND you attempted suicide TWICE? God I'm really glad you didn't. It's not worth it. It would only make things 10x worse. Times can be tough...really tough. But dang. I can't believe it was that bad that you had to do such a thing. Like I said I'm glad you didn't. Stay strong man. Stay strong. Good things will happen to you. I know it.

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Yea thank goodness you're alright. Seriously don't ever resort to that. You need to stay strong no matter what. It bothers me now more than ever when I hear those things mostly because someone who I thought was a good friend from here told me recently that I should have committed suicide because I used to be blind. I would never do it but it's just plain messed up in any situation. I honestly don't know what prompts people into saying such stupid things. Part of the reason why I want 2011 to just be over because of so much senseless crap...

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*hug*

That's cold what your friend said to you silver. That's completely messed up. Suicide has been such a huge problem lately. Last year in my high school, a freshman killed himself because of bullying. I know his name but I want to keep it anonymous. And I saw on CNN a few months ago that a boy around my age (I think he was 14) also killed himself because he was gay. It really angers me that bullies would cause such things. Technically, they're murderers; because they caused those deaths. But I really don't want to sound all depressing. It's almost 2012! Let's be happy about it! The past is the past. But we can affect the future.

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If you're thinking that I did the attempts in response to the negative feedback I was receiving, it wasn't that at all. (I know how to handle those things. Also, it kind of helps to be one of those "evil, murdering" people.) It was a collection of things, mainly guilt for having so many tensions and regrets toward my father, whom I never truly apologized to.

Ugh, I apologize for all this depressed crap. I'm not normally like this. I should be happy. These forums need happiness, not depressing dribble.

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Sorry Anony, didn't mean to mislead. I know that's not what it was at all I guess I just didn't word it right. But yea, I hope things work out for you and hope the new year brings something good.


Totally agree. The interesting about all of that crap he said: he ended paying for it dearly afterwards so I should find some solace in that.

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Ugh. I'm sorry. I truly am.

In lighter news, I am in the process of working on a new space-themed album.

Some song titles would be much appreciated. /advertisement

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@AnonyWolf: The good thing Anony Wolf, is you have managed to survive until this day. I'm so proud of you. Although you said that you had attempted to suicide twice, I'm so glad that you didn't actually suicide. I don't want anyone to give up of their stress, seriously.

So cheer up AnonyWolf! I'm sure long after the dark comes, the light will approach! If you face any obstacle, we, the Z-i-V members will always be there for you!

♪WILL / NAOKI

BTW, what genre do you usually use to make a song?

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@AnonyWolf
I'm so sorry to hear that! I hope 2012 will be a much better year for you. (I think the others put it best, but I want to show my support, too.)

My idea for a song name: The Edge of The Galaxy.

♪ Get Back Up! / NMR Runners

Big Bang Theory
Hyper Orbital Ride

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This album is going to be quite avant-garde. But everything is either going to be space/galaxy themed or dance/rave themed. As for the sound? I know that the interlude tracks will be ambient. As for the main songs themselves? No idea.

That probably didn't answer the question.

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@AnonyWolf: Look one post above yours. They're my song title's idea

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