Let It Out

I just finished reading through it. Must have been an interesting experience! I also take it you really have a thing for playing Double mode.

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This night was a little scary. There was MAD thunderstorms outside of my house a couple hours ago. Plus it took out the internet for a few hours. It was not great.

Welp, it seems like I left my e-Amusement pass at D&B when I visited their place on Wednesday. I called in and asked if anybody had turned it in, and thankfully somebody did. The receiver told me they'd keep my card on hand until next time I visit, so it looks like nothing of value was lost after all.
Big props to the guy that pitched in and returned my card. I didn't get his/her name, but I assume it was the guy I played against that afternoon: his name was 'Alessandro' and his DDR ID was ATB.

Lemme guess, Northeastern area?

Love me some thunderstorms.

*image dump ahead*

Today was the first time I tried playing SM with "Ridiculous" timing (Judge 7, Lifebar 5, Keyboard, as usual), and I have to say that I did better than I expected. Unfortunately, all of my records are gone because I had to download a different build in order for "Ridiculous" to register and display properly. And I already tried copying my "Data" folder, didn't work.

NOTE: "Good" and "Almost" are mixed up, for who knows why.

inb4 "Why are you still playing on 3.9? Herp-a-Derp."






Custom Banner, made by me.


I was getting nervous about losing my combo, but I ended up FC'ing it anyway.




On . The ending almost killed me.


On . Too many "Perfects", not enough "Ridiculous".

So, I have a YouTube Channel now:

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Alright, I subscribed to your channel, KevinRocker10!

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My first sub YAAAYYYY!!!

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This morning...was quite tiring.

So I tried to spend from 10:00 AM to 3:00 PM at a summer camp at Silver Lake. The entire time, I was in a screaming fit and I really wanted to go back home due to all of the stress it was causing me. So I went back home around 11:00 AM due to all of the stress and now I refuse to come back even for the rest of the week.

On the bright side, I saw an old friend of mine from my years at Lake Forest Park Elementary there, and he's definitely grown--he's about a head taller than I am!

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@hunterc: I'm a bit curious; what about summer camp really caused you so much stress that you couldn't stay? I know you wrote that you were dreading it already 5 days ago, but is there a reason in particular? If you're not comfortable discussing this, no worries.

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This morning I found out a woman I was madly in love with in 2014 also fell madly in love with another guy in 2015. She has been married for the past 10 years. I met her online when she and her husband were in an open relationships due to some rocky times in their marriage. We fell in love within the first month of seeing each other and spending time together. Found out from this new guy this morning that none of what I experienced was special and he told me things she said to him and did for him that mirror exactly the things she and I shared. I feel gutted and I have no reason to considering I haven't talked to her in a year and she is married. I feel like I can't trust another woman as long as I live (where relationships are concerned). Nearly all the energy is sapped out of me and I lost my appetite and haven't had breakfast or lunch today. I seem to have incredibly bad luck when it comes to women. Oh and I was married 3.5 years, I'm a single dad, and I get rejected often for being mixed/5'5"/a daddy. I hate myself and thought she was my soul mate. She had me convinced. But no. She just lied to me and pretended for an entire year. Imagine that. Hahaha I'm okay, I'm fine. I swear! There are plenty of fish in the sea, right? Maybe so but none for me I guess this is a better feeling than earlier when I was shaking and about to vomit. Boy, I could really go for some PIU or DDR tonight.

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@zeioIIDX
I'm sorry, I can't imagine how you feel. And I won't try to. You're probably in denial at the moment but at least you know there's always hope. I'll pray for you, brother.

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@zeioIIDX
I'm very sorry to hear that. It really sucks that someone you felt like would always be there for you ended up using you. Honestly go out on the town and get some air. Take it easy for a bit before trying to go out and find someone else. I'd be devastated if that happened in my current relationship.

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@zeioIIDX

Damn...that's horrible. I feel so sorry for you. Hope you have a better day in life.

Ever since I screwed up horribly at another private school, which I spent my junior year of high school at along with most of my sophomore year, I was stuck in a featureless room until the end of junior year. This severely degraded my social skills, which is what caused me to go into a panicking fit today at summer camp.

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So by that, do you mean you fear socializing with people as a result of a traumatic event at a private school?

APPEND:

I'm genuinely curious as to how this happened. Is it somehow possible for staff members to set their last action time to the future or something?

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Lend me the time machine, oni.

Right, uh...what?

I'm only 3 hours in the future.

This time machine is SHITE.

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Other future people told me that people in the future drive on the left side of the road. Is this true!?

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only in the UK and if they have the TARDIS.