Let It Out

DDR arrows seen through a funhouse mirror and arrows distorting themeselves, stretching out, left and right, coming apart and waving?

My dream was WEIRDER than that. The arrows contorted themselves into shapes you wouldn't believe and grew to become HUGE. It was honestly DISTURBING.

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A modernized coming of age story featuring ddr.

I wish I could give you more pts, but I have you at +5 already. Unless they were to implement a +10 to -10 system, but I seriously doubt that will ever happen.


Yeah that thread got totally boned.

And.........
Here is my sort of fleshed out idea for my terrible fan made BEMANI game!!!!! :/

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no prom fam i gotchu #dicksoutforharambe

I'm headed to summer camp next week; specifically, one at Silver Lake. It's a long walk away to the east from my house, longer than the distance between my house and the Everett Mall, so I might be taking a bus to get there. I also hope for the best I make it through summer camp without losing my mind, as my social skills have significantly deteriorated ever since I started having one-on-one classes in schools.

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Songlist:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1uZbQ8bwiIcn4Opk1RQ_pVDy4uaBzl44aNsO9kFmMk9I/edit?usp=drive_web

It's weird, but most of the influence comes from jubeat and REFLEC BEAT.
I put 3 songs that you might recognize from the early days of DDR and one from Dance Maniax but they're the original versions, and I put it there because jubeat has the J Rap Jam of Syncronized Love, so if jubeat has no problem adding an old sort of familiar song, well then....
Some of the crossovers are old school, which is also because Reflec Beat VOLZZA 2 crossover O JIYA despite there being no Bemani Focus type of event, so why not as well crossover older song as well.

I tried making this as KONAMI as possible, and I even put a Konmai in the graphic I made for it. (The text was added by me, everything else is just stock.)

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This morning, I woke up from a crazy dream. Too crazy not to share. I dreamt about the day I got banned from Zenius-I-vanisher. Yes, BANNED.

Okay, here's what happened in that dream. I made a thread under General Discussion asking specifically about types of pictures you should not upload here. I don't remember what I wrote on that thread, but it was fairly lengthy. All I knew for sure was that it truly offended so many of you. Within 3 minutes (yes, only THREE minutes!) of me publishing that thread, I watched in horror as the thread got locked, as my points plummeted to -26.4 points, and as my user status was changed to Banned. I had about 4 replies, including "you should be ashamed of yourself". Again, I don't remember the thread content so I have no idea what I did to seriously offend people.

My first reaction was to just die inside. I tried so hard to contain myself from screaming at what had just happened. It took me about a good 5 minutes or so to calm myself down, pull myself back together, and try to do something about the situation. Instead of trying to start a new account (and risk getting an IP block), I decided to send a lengthy private message to all the moderators and admins about 1) that my post was not meant to offend people but it did, explaining what I tried to do in making that thread; 2) how I felt the reaction to ONE post out of several hundred I made was so extreme; and 3) that I love Z-I-v to death, that I admire everything the staff has done here, and that I'd do anything just to be able to stay here and interact with the worldwide rhythm gaming community, even if no one here liked me anymore because of a stupid thread that one of them had locked.

During that time, 01angel, one of my best friends on this site, made a thread petitioning to get me unbanned and to have all of my -5 ratings removed. It was one of the most heartwarming things I had ever seen. Several replies were made to it, and people were commenting on the fact that getting banned from one post (which in their opinion, was not even offensive at all) without a chance to explain myself was beyond unfair. They also listed a number of nice things I did for them and how this community would not be the same without me. I watched the post as happy tears rolled down my eyes. I also received a number of farewells via PM.

Before I finished writing the private message, I woke up to realize it was all a dream. I have never felt so relieved in a long time. But it reminded me of what I have and am not willing to lose. I love and treasure this community. I love Zenius-I-vanisher to death. I love you all. Without you, my life would not be the same. God bless you! ♡

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@NewbStepper

Do not know how long have you been in Z-I-v, but the unconditional love you have is admirable. I've only been here month and a half and my life has changed significantly, I mean with the Summer Contest. It has been a great opportunity to learn, make good simfiles and appreciate all this.

By the way, if at some point you reach to remember that crazy dream with much details, definitely I would like to see a short movie about it.

Have a great day!

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Thank you so much. I've registered only a few days before you did, but haven't been active since last September. So I've known this community for almost 11 months now and I don't know what else I can ask for. I wish you a great day also!

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@NewbStepper I know I don't really associate with anyone here... There isn't any active member here I could actually call a "friend", probably because I never go on the chat or PM anyone xP but you are one of the more likeable members I've seen here. I don't see you getting banned anytime soon lol

I had a dream that my friend had a Strong Bad pop-up book. It was the book of my dreams.

I had a similar dream just two days after I made an account here. All that I can recall is that I had X amount of points (It was just enough that I had already uploaded simfiles to the site.) and felt happy about it. Then all of a sudden, my rating went down to 5.1 points. I have no idea what just happened. I didn't post anything wrong or I would see the replies from the notifications. I was scared like no one's business. I start to contact others in the site to see if he or she had this issue. Even the Mods and Adminis were shocked to see my rating drop like a rock. I didn't do a thing to warrant this. All the while I was this close to uploading my next simfile.

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I haven't had a proper dream in a while. I don't remember alot my dreams.

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i had a dream where i had a chicken parm but when i woke up i was genuinely sad i didn't have that chicken parm
this is not a goof or a gaff, i was genuinely upset that i did not have that chicken parm

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dramatic shocker: ziv user quick man has never had chicken parm before

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find the nearest place to you that has chicken parm subs and experience the delicacy that will change your life
and change it for the better

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It's a BBQ melt with pasta sauce instead of the BBQ and Parmesan instead of the Cheddar. You're not missing much, tbh

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