Let It Out

I would like to apologize for my disruption as 178tgmc9h72rhjgi.

Due to real life issues, rage was building in me, and I had to take it out on the internet, including zenius I vanisher.

And, for the ones who figured out my real identity (yes I saw the chatlog), the reason why I got myself below -200 and banned is because I was on the site when I never even read the rules. :/

Feel free to ban this account, I don't know what I was thinking when I made the spam account.

I would have posted this earlier, but (I think) an IP ban prevented me.

This thread should help.

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D7ad95y3Go9di6, move a key down for the answer.

I literally have no idea who you are

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whats 178tgmc

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It's the return of CuzcoBlocky everyone...

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A simpler to type shortened version of "178tgmc9h72rhjgi", which was randomized.

And yes, I do feel like I could have done much better. That whole blow up on Silverhawk wasn't necessary. I think I just wanted to mimic some stuff I saw (like Arrows&Beats "home skillet" and Dedy Gwan), but... That didn't work. :/

If only I could do it all over again, but I won't if it's what's best.


As some clarification, I was very incompetent at the time. These thoughts "I can totally be like them!" flooded me, and the thoughts "Maybe I'm being too obnoxious..." never crossed my mind. So my thoughts, If THIS was my second chance and CuzcoTheBlocky was my first (and BlockyCuzco never existed), I wouldn't be very active in the forums and stick to simfiles. Maybe a few posts every week, but not to the point I got too annoying.

gross.

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Well, guys, how should I continue?

If you think I shouldn't be on the site, then just ban the account, I wouldn't mind. I would just forget about the site and move on with DDR in other ways.

Yeah, don't ban this account. I think he's learned his lesson.

were you there back then?

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Guys...he's comedy gold.

As for Blocky...you could have just waited 2-3 months and came as "11Neptune11" and no one would have cared (remembered). Just don't make it obvious that it is you (hint: don't say sorry, wake up new).

While it's nice you apologized, spamming/trolling a website isn't a very good way to get rid of rage. Take a nap or play some video games when you're angered. It helps a lot if you ask me.

But hey. Since it was in a fit of anger, I don't mind. You can try asking Al for a name change, and get rid of the "is sorry" part when you feel the time is right.If he'll accept it, because I have no idea when the last name change was

Name changes are pretty rare, but i'm pretty sure it can be done. If you are serious about starting anew and are a bit more mature, then I welcome the return. Just learn from mistakes and be yourself.

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Oh, this 178 guy is CuzcotheBlocky?

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Yes. He's apologizing for some rage he took out on ZiV around last week.

Lest we forget that he decided to make a new account and, in a fit of rage, spammed up the forum. This was around a week ago, mind you. Who's to say it won't happen again the next time he gets angry? He already proved once that he has no problem setting his sights on us for attack.
I'm not against second chances, but to be blunt, he already blew his second chance just to ragespam in some threads. I'm not trying to be mean or hurtful here, and if I'm coming across as such, I do apologize, but there's two sides to the coin here. We can't ignore the bad side just because the good side is facing us at the moment.

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Everyone makes mistakes from time to time. I think everyone deserves a second chance. Unless Cuzco ends up making a fool of himself again, I don't see a problem with him staying.

I will also say that there are much better ways to deal with life issues than spamming forums. I completely understand where you're coming from, though. The last few months (arguably the last year) of my life have been quite difficult, to the point where I isolated myself from pretty much everyone. Things only started getting "better" recently. Through all of it, I had various ways of coping. Listening to music was one way. Watching movies/anime/TV shows etc was another. Writing of any sort is also always a great release. It doesn't really matter what you write; whether it's a diary, a short story, a novel, whatever. All that matters is that you're getting the emotions out in some form.

Sure, these things might not necessarily solve the issues, but they'll at least make them more bearable.

https://soundcloud.com/chewiiii/monkey-business-x-im-out help

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it sounds like fast german